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Iseul's Reflection:
Fuck my life. Brother always said I was irrational.
Hell he says that to me even up to today. Shit.
But the empty hole I had then, the one we shared.
I seriously believed that nothing but fame, music, and dance could fix it.
So I pulled away and left her there. He didn't, but I did.
I thought it'd be fuckin' simple. She'd forget me, and I'd forget her. Much like our parents did.
Besides, a guy shouldn't have a girl as a friend. I always made fun of Haneul for that. Now...
Well now I'm regretting my idiocy.
I'm sorry (yea)
That I had to let you go
If I could just turn back the time (one way)
When I had run into her again, I pretended to be glad.
I pretended to act like I had seriously forgotten.
And though her face escaped my mind.
Well her goddamn name was always there.
But that happiness, that interest in her, it hurt.
I felt guilty, she ignored me. Though I never reallly...
I never really hated her. Just teased her was all.
Fuckin' teased her and still called her my friend.
Then tried to move on. That got me no where.
I could only ask about the weather.
Not even if she missed me.
The hell is wrong with me?
... Did I miss her?
How was your day today?
Was it ok without me?
"Please don't go, please don't go"
I shouted that phrase countless times
Somehow, brother and I ended up catching up with her after then.
He was glad to take her back. I just wanted her to hate me so I could hate her.
Then I wouldn't feel guilty. For attempting to forget anyways.
Sometimes, I wonder if mother or father ever feel like this.
This is all fuckin bullshit, isn't it?
Your expressions, voice and the habits
I won't foget'em, I won't forget'em
I still can't get over you
I look back and wonder. Why do I feel all this?
Everything seems so fuckin out of place.
I never thought like that. Did I?
Why am I questioning myself?
When all I really know is myself....
Lately... I don't even know my brother.
There's this girl in his life.
Do I have a girl like that too?
How come her face keeps coming back to mind.
She isn't mine. though....
I didn't even... forget her.
If I could see you once more for the last time
Then I would make you mine again
One last chance, intoxicate on my spell
Look in to my eyes, slowly you fall into them
We always end up together, always ditched that way.
Or somehow fate just hates me. But I... like keeping her attention.
Whether its by making her angry... Or by making her laugh.
Please, don't let this end. It was like back then.
Both painfully sad and fuckin' happy.
Like it should be...?
You'll be trapped under my magic
My magic will rewind you back
You will seek me out, drunk on my spell
Spell the magic on you, spell the magic
All I need to do is cast a spell on you, And you'll be mine again
Her smile is rather nice.
She's got a beautiful tone in her voice.
Fuck my life, what in the hell am I thinking?
Yet, her cute black hair pops back into mind.
Am I trying so hard for this reason?
Wait, what was the fuckin' reason?
I'll protect her though.
That much I know.
That's....That's what a friend is for, right?
.....what a disgusting word. Friend.
Why did you lie
And put me to this state?
"It's okay, it's okay"
Now even I'm lying
Like I had been from the start.
I hate that word. Every one of it's four letters.
She had someone all along.
I didn't even know.
Why did I try?
There was...
No reason.
There was...
Nothing there?
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
Not love.
Lies.
We were happy
We were truly in love
Please come back, please come back
Cuz I won't let go of your hands
There are things I like to think.
Things I like to believe.
Am I shattered completely?
Not yet... I fight. I fight.
For what? I don't know anymore.
Her happiness clouds my logic.
If I could see you once more for the last time
Then I would make you mine again
One last chance, intoxicate on my spell
Look in to my eyes, slowly you fall into them
Why did I let you look away?
Shit. Fuckin' shit.
Forgetting.
Now it's come and bit me in the ass.
You'll be trapped under my magic
My magic will rewind you back
You will seek me out, drunk on my spell
Spell the magic on you, spell the magic
You'll be trapped under my magic
My magic will rewind you back
You will seek me out, drunk on my spell
Spell the magic on you, spell the magic
I'm still hanging on.
I'm still trying. But for what?
For what? Why am I doing this?
Just look at me. And only me?
Please...?
I used to tell myself that I'm fine
Scared that you might forget about me
How the time flew by, I struggled to look calm
Gone, I'm going down, and already left
Did you think such things?
Did you ever wonder if I left you?
Does it hurt? Because... it hurts me.
I feel bad. I really do.
I don't fuckin know how to explain shit.
Can't you understand that?
I'm..... not good at it.
I'm just not.
Damn.
Stretch your hand out to catch the person
The person who left will come back, just like that
Tell yourself "It's okay, it's okay"
Now, without anyone knowing
I catch you while reminiscing the past
Please stop being so cruel, I'm bout to die
I no longer exist in your heart
So go away, go away, I'm fine
Cast the spell on you
Look at me. Hye-Su. Just look.
I'm still here, will you forgive me?
Can't you see it can't be the same?
It can only be better...
Get over him.
Get over it.
Because I'm back.
I regret it.
Accept me.
Please?
You'll be trapped under my magic
My magic will rewind you back
You will seek me out, drunk on my spell
Spell the magic on you, spell the magic
You'll be trapped under my magic
My magic will rewind you back
You will seek me out, drunk on my spell
Spell the magic on you, spell the magic
I love you.
I've said it.
A million times since we were kids.
Now only do you see it?
....turn this way.
It's there.
Please....
I beg.
Iseul's Reflection:
Fuck my life. Brother always said I was irrational.
Hell he says that to me even up to today. Shit.
But the empty hole I had then, the one we shared.
I seriously believed that nothing but fame, music, and dance could fix it.
So I pulled away and left her there. He didn't, but I did.
I thought it'd be fuckin' simple. She'd forget me, and I'd forget her. Much like our parents did.
Besides, a guy shouldn't have a girl as a friend. I always made fun of Haneul for that. Now...
Well now I'm regretting my idiocy.
I'm sorry (yea)
That I had to let you go
If I could just turn back the time (one way)
When I had run into her again, I pretended to be glad.
I pretended to act like I had seriously forgotten.
And though her face escaped my mind.
Well her goddamn name was always there.
But that happiness, that interest in her, it hurt.
I felt guilty, she ignored me. Though I never reallly...
I never really hated her. Just teased her was all.
Fuckin' teased her and still called her my friend.
Then tried to move on. That got me no where.
I could only ask about the weather.
Not even if she missed me.
The hell is wrong with me?
... Did I miss her?
How was your day today?
Was it ok without me?
"Please don't go, please don't go"
I shouted that phrase countless times
Somehow, brother and I ended up catching up with her after then.
He was glad to take her back. I just wanted her to hate me so I could hate her.
Then I wouldn't feel guilty. For attempting to forget anyways.
Sometimes, I wonder if mother or father ever feel like this.
This is all fuckin bullshit, isn't it?
Your expressions, voice and the habits
I won't foget'em, I won't forget'em
I still can't get over you
I look back and wonder. Why do I feel all this?
Everything seems so fuckin out of place.
I never thought like that. Did I?
Why am I questioning myself?
When all I really know is myself....
Lately... I don't even know my brother.
There's this girl in his life.
Do I have a girl like that too?
How come her face keeps coming back to mind.
She isn't mine. though....
I didn't even... forget her.
If I could see you once more for the last time
Then I would make you mine again
One last chance, intoxicate on my spell
Look in to my eyes, slowly you fall into them
We always end up together, always ditched that way.
Or somehow fate just hates me. But I... like keeping her attention.
Whether its by making her angry... Or by making her laugh.
Please, don't let this end. It was like back then.
Both painfully sad and fuckin' happy.
Like it should be...?
You'll be trapped under my magic
My magic will rewind you back
You will seek me out, drunk on my spell
Spell the magic on you, spell the magic
All I need to do is cast a spell on you, And you'll be mine again
Her smile is rather nice.
She's got a beautiful tone in her voice.
Fuck my life, what in the hell am I thinking?
Yet, her cute black hair pops back into mind.
Am I trying so hard for this reason?
Wait, what was the fuckin' reason?
I'll protect her though.
That much I know.
That's....That's what a friend is for, right?
.....what a disgusting word. Friend.
Why did you lie
And put me to this state?
"It's okay, it's okay"
Now even I'm lying
Like I had been from the start.
I hate that word. Every one of it's four letters.
She had someone all along.
I didn't even know.
Why did I try?
There was...
No reason.
There was...
Nothing there?
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
Not love.
Lies.
We were happy
We were truly in love
Please come back, please come back
Cuz I won't let go of your hands
There are things I like to think.
Things I like to believe.
Am I shattered completely?
Not yet... I fight. I fight.
For what? I don't know anymore.
Her happiness clouds my logic.
If I could see you once more for the last time
Then I would make you mine again
One last chance, intoxicate on my spell
Look in to my eyes, slowly you fall into them
Why did I let you look away?
Shit. Fuckin' shit.
Forgetting.
Now it's come and bit me in the ass.
You'll be trapped under my magic
My magic will rewind you back
You will seek me out, drunk on my spell
Spell the magic on you, spell the magic
You'll be trapped under my magic
My magic will rewind you back
You will seek me out, drunk on my spell
Spell the magic on you, spell the magic
I'm still hanging on.
I'm still trying. But for what?
For what? Why am I doing this?
Just look at me. And only me?
Please...?
I used to tell myself that I'm fine
Scared that you might forget about me
How the time flew by, I struggled to look calm
Gone, I'm going down, and already left
Did you think such things?
Did you ever wonder if I left you?
Does it hurt? Because... it hurts me.
I feel bad. I really do.
I don't fuckin know how to explain shit.
Can't you understand that?
I'm..... not good at it.
I'm just not.
Damn.
Stretch your hand out to catch the person
The person who left will come back, just like that
Tell yourself "It's okay, it's okay"
Now, without anyone knowing
I catch you while reminiscing the past
Please stop being so cruel, I'm bout to die
I no longer exist in your heart
So go away, go away, I'm fine
Cast the spell on you
Look at me. Hye-Su. Just look.
I'm still here, will you forgive me?
Can't you see it can't be the same?
It can only be better...
Get over him.
Get over it.
Because I'm back.
I regret it.
Accept me.
Please?
You'll be trapped under my magic
My magic will rewind you back
You will seek me out, drunk on my spell
Spell the magic on you, spell the magic
You'll be trapped under my magic
My magic will rewind you back
You will seek me out, drunk on my spell
Spell the magic on you, spell the magic
I love you.
I've said it.
A million times since we were kids.
Now only do you see it?
....turn this way.
It's there.
Please....
I beg.
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So I totally found this one group that I adore <3
They go by the name of One Way and this is their song "Magic" ~
My character Iseul, from THIRDCHAPTER! :3
This one is his reflection, cause I do plan to do one for alla them.
I really like this one too :3 I just like them all xD
I'm on a role, I have to say <3
So enjoy his angst.
Hye Su belongs to =Hamstertastic
And Iseul to me.
And THIRDCHAPTER to us. :3
So I totally found this one group that I adore <3
They go by the name of One Way and this is their song "Magic" ~
My character Iseul, from THIRDCHAPTER! :3
This one is his reflection, cause I do plan to do one for alla them.
I really like this one too :3 I just like them all xD
I'm on a role, I have to say <3
So enjoy his angst.
Hye Su belongs to =Hamstertastic
And Iseul to me.
And THIRDCHAPTER to us. :3
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unrequited loooooooooove ;A;